guess what that stands for?!?!?!

aaaand still out there trying to figure out the next steps… life goes one way and the other and then you take a turn and it keeps going. now that i have been back for over two months, which feels insane, time has been flying, i am more then ready to take the next step. i am happy it is almost spring and i think for the first time in a long long time i am ready to really start the next chapter of my life, whatever it will be. feeling ready and wanting to be ready, i have realized, are two very different states of being. once you feel that little engine inside of you rev up and the steam start pouring when your head isn’t even thinking about it… well you know you feel ready. 

just want to give a shout out to the republic of chess and the most amazing weekend! i knew it was going to be a monumental weekend of sorts, one in the country were i would maybe see a chicken or two… but i had no idea it would be a life altering dance sensation weekend of love!

happy birthday to my darling darling cara and thank you for the most incredible weekend! i was lucky enough to be one of the elite 8 and can’t imagine life without ceejay in it ever again… 362 more days to go til the next cara birthday at the roc! 

and of course! thank you eli chess for the gracious welcome, country eggs, and roc limbo!

i have to say that although stressful and hard to figure out sometimes how to build your day when you can’t do anything but reach out, follow up and wait… just wait…. it is beyond nice to have time to catch up with people and friends… i urge you, create a moment for yourself to have a mini reunion with an old friend who you haven’t seen  it at last 4 years and make a plan to catch up… it changes things and your perspective and brings someone back into your life… if they were a part of it before, can you imagine how nice it is to have them back again!